“Well,” she says,“I suppose I should tell you. Once I’m dead,someone needs to be there to remember.”
Safta strokes old fingers against the worn blanket and begins to speak. A yellowed family portrait. Eight women. Four men. Five children. Safta bites her lip and digs her fingers into her collarbone as she tells me their story. Two emigrated to Australia before World War II broke out in earnest. On August 25,1942,the Einsatzgruppen – the mobile killing squad of Nazi Germany – rounded up the rest and shuttled them to the Treblinka concentration camp. They were dead on arrival,slowly asphyxiated in the gas vans that transported them.
Safta shows me the picture of a boy who built a radio from spare parts in the Lodz ghetto in Poland and was shot by a firing squad where he stood when he warned his friends of what would happen to them.
She tells me of Sonya and Lily Lublinski,my great-grandmother’s closest friends. When Sonya was taken,she made her sister promise to care for her children. They were both under 10 – too young to labour as slaves in camps. And therefore they were disposable. When the Einsatzgruppen came,Lily forced herself into the cart,too,because she refused to leave them alone as they died.
Finally,Safta shows me her father’s approved passport. And here,she stops. She rolls away her mother’s lace cloth,and her father’s family portrait,and the pain of that time in history. She kisses my cheek and wishes me shalom as she shows me the door. Because she wants this to be the end of the story.
It would take 5000 hours to say the name of each of my people murdered in World War II – 208 days,without rest. Three seconds for each of the six million. These people will always be gone.
And Safta still dreams,after 75 years,that she’s a little girl in her nightdress running from Nazis.